I am a middle-aged man from China, currently managing a family-owned factory (manufacturing components for new energy vehicles) and a clothing brand. I hold an advanced degree and possess extensive business experience, but since childhood, I have struggled with deep-seated insecurities due to my height. I feel unworthy of a woman's love—destined only to serve as a human toilet for women.
Please understand that my dream and deepest desire is a long-term relationship — an entirely new lifestyle — not merely a temporary toiletBDSM game.
In China, any D/s relationship is considered pornographic, immoral, and even pathological. As someone with social standing and reputation, I find it impossible to pursue this dream locally. Therefore, I hope to encounter a Goddess from another country, where I can embrace this alternative lifestyle abroad.
My Dream Lifestyle
Every night, I would be confined in a dungeon or cage beneath your bathroom toilet. The toilet would be specially designed, with its drain connected directly to my mouth gag via a tube. Throughout the night, you and others could freely use this toilet for urination. During the day, I would be permitted to leave for work and business affairs. I would wear a chastity cage and a GPS ankle monitor long-term, ensuring you always know my whereabouts.
I plan to invest locally to establish a business, enabling long-term residency. My English is limited, so I may require your assistance in certain matters.
This novel, which is based on myself, well illustrates my mental journey and my yearning for future life:
《Divine Scourge》 [Tiếng Việt]
《The Golden Shackles》 [日本語]